Peaches I don't know your financial situation so can't comment on that. But the way I see it is you can go one of two ways, up or down.

You're obviously an intelligent businesswoman since you have been running a business as an escort so you know that drinking is only hiding from the issues that worry you. And the longer it goes on the harder it will be to stop and see things clearly. Also bills and debts will rack up. You can stop it now though.

When I said up or down, the drinking will only take you down. Stepping back for a few days and assessing where you are and what you can do will start you on the up. There will be options but you need to look for them.

I am only saying this as someone who was in a LOT of debt a few years back and God do I wish I'd stopped and done something about it before it got to where it was. So I know how easy it is to ignore things and allow them to slide. The problem is then that they only get worse and it can take a very long time and an awful lot of worry and stress to sort out. Problems often seem insurmountable but they will always be easier to deal with the earlier you address them. I do know what I'm talking about.

So please get some help before things get any worse.