hello everyone,

Well, I have done  a lot of thinking......... partly in view of many of the comments that were posted on here!

but, sadly i have discovered that my boyfriend has stomach cancer! he is usually my rock and there for me, in fact he has been totally non judgmental and  supportive of this line of work! Although, of course he is always concerned about my safety!

Anyway , what I am saying is, that it is times like these that really puts things into perspective. for me anyway.

So I am thinking of quitting and  going straight shall we say?

It  doe snot seem right to be doing this job when my boyfriend is fighting such a hard battle.

I have already posted this in response to another post. But my family found out due to a set of unfortunate circumstances.  Now they know I do not feel i can continue. That does not feel right either.

Lastly, I think that you are all right and I am not mentally as cut out or physically for this as i thought i was. #
The late nights seem to have taken their toll, my body  has gone into stress  meltdown and I have ended up going to the  hospital twice now.

SO I think it is time for me to say goodbye again to this life. take stock, go back to college, and so on.

Thank you so much everyone for putting up with me and my crap  and for ll of you who have given me good advice and written words of encouragement and support.

I wish you all well with your furures. And a happy new Year to you all1

Lorissa

Er , nope, but hey that is life............. ha I just noticed i wrote that post just as I became a full member! how ironic.............how are you faring?

Hi,

thank you for the nice wishes Miss Millie! Much appreciated seeing as no one else has bothered lol. too funny too too funny