Well after several months of less than great weekends I have come to the point to stop advertising in my area. And after consulting a couple of friends (and Violette, thanks girl!) I have decided that once I find a regular 'something', which should be happening any day now, Im only going to 'work' from new towns for atleast the next few months...
I remember when I worked for a phone company for about a year, my job was to develop leads and sell to customers all over the U.S. and sometimes to Canada and abroad. I cannot imagine having to call customers soley in our city, or even state for that matter! No, we'd contact people from all over, and thats the whole point. If I keep advertising here in this dump, I'll be dead before summer.
And I dont want to die yet. I want to live
So I'm done with it now. Once I find something regular Im going to just quit working in this area and then just plan visits to other cities occasionally...and get work and live on. Atleast thats how it may have to be for the mean time. Just get on with it, shit.