They say confession is good for the soul so I thought it might be good to get this out in the open.
Last night I had a (semi) regular client book a session which in all honesty I should have declined, I was feeling crap, unexpected bills, dog diagnosed with cancer, best friend got injured by a drunk driver and an exhusband being a right royal pain in the a**e!
But I accepted...
Hi 'thing' is to be tied to a bench and belted on the backside, well I did just that...way too hard, every bit of frustration toward men and the world in general was smacked into his rear end. At the end his backside was purple and I swear there was a tear in his eye (that NEVER happens). I immediately felt SOOOOO guilty and couldn't stop apologising. I still do feel guilty, I think I crossed a professional line.
Anything like that ever happen to anyone else? or just me?