I discovered many aspects of my personality I didn't know in doing this job, and I feel definitely more confident with my body.
I started meeting occasionally, next to my work in Paris. It was a very interesting and exciting time for me as a "courtesan". Then, I came to London and worked with a cheap agency full time. I discovered another world... The busiest girls in this agency where "party girls". After few months refusing to take this "white powder", I finally surrendered and became one of the busiest party girl. There again, I discovered another part of myself, the fun and the dark side. Then I stopped, after feeling my body and mental health going down.
Now, I am independante on AW since the end of last year, in Heathrow hotels. Not the best clientele but busy. I had some bad experiences there which pushed my body stress level enough high to make me shake. With the time, I believe it affect the personality and the private life in a bad way if we are not careful.
I feel I am reaching my limits and I am thinking about getting out soon. If I would only meet regulars or gentlemen, it would be less stressful. :-)