I've come sortof close a few times but I always feel really aware of the time ticking so can't relax enough
I come close quite a lot lol! But this 1 guy booked me for a second hour once, after the first as he'd cum 3x and me not once..
He spent that whole second hour trying to make me cum, manually, toys...the works! But I couldn't

was actually embarrassing, for both of us

I just CANNOT if I'm on the spot because the guy is really trying, or if I'm not relaxed enough etc.. I try not to think about the clock as that will always make the booking feel longer- unless it's a half hour and he wants me to cum in that time- I usually say I can't in half an hour, can take me well over 20 minutes to cum! (truth)
I always find the main point my mind wanders in a booking is when he goes down on me?! I find myself thinking "stay on task ffs, stay on task and be 'responsive'" hahaha! I'm busy thinking about what I need from the shops or what's for tea if I'm receiving crap or even mediocre oral lol- does anyone else get this when its "your turn" to cum

lol!
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Yes, I was watching Adele on the TV today in the background (craning my neck a bit) when he was down in the cottage garden
