well; having gone through thread after thread of all the things that have been going wrong in my life these past couple months; I finally reached a turning point last week.
Since I had already taken up a part-time something just to keep me from practically starving, I had gone about a week into it. Of course, not sure how it works there but over here...you dont get paid til the following week
So I was still not doing so well, but with the help of relatives I was able to make it by. Plus, I had signed up for some emergency benefits which I didnt even realised I had available
But before any of that cashed out, I had a call earlier this week. For what I thought would be an hour's worth, turned into a full overnight booking! Yes; an overnight. So this week I put together all I earned and mended my car (which I've been without for over 2 weeks!) and knocked out a few needed things and tomorrow I'm back in the gym for awhile. I f-ing need it, havent been in nearly 3 weeks!
I dont want to come off as bragging and jinxers please, fall-back...but this goes to anyone out there who ever feels they have reached the end of it and life ends. Cause I thought life was going to end (well, not really). I thought my 'career' was going to end cause I cant do incalls (I live with family) and my car wasnt working. But I had a good family member to drive me to my booking and I took the taxi back the next morning.
I invested what little money I had into my ads and it paid off very well. I'm still looking forward to continuing on in new cities next month as well. Thanks all who've contributed during those oh so rough times!